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Am on a journey through time, growing older with all the accumulated life lessons. With mind painted with wonderful sceneries from the journey of life. This is a place for me to sit back and unwind myself. Hoping this home in the virtual land will someday be a time capsule for me to run down memory lane.

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Thursday, December 07, 2006 Dress up ... I came to a conclusion of, I suck big time at being criticized. That's one thing till today I find totally unacceptable. Though I do try to take things in the most positive possible way, I just fail miserably at the attempt. I get very defensive and try to justify things to suit my predicament. Hmmmm, that really sucks doesn't it? Maybe I need to loosen up a bit. Laugh more at my own mistakes, instead get all panicky on how to justify them. Sometimes I admire a friend of mine who takes criticism in such a cool way and laugh of his mistakes and never make the same mistake again. Isn't that's how it should b? Looks like I got much to learn, much to realize and most importantly, self realization. Learn more of my weakness and strength. My biggest weakness I think it has to be, the worry of, how people perceive me. Does it really matter how people look at me? ... I think my self realization session shall stop here for the day. On another unrelated matter, this year has been a big change in terms of my taste towards clothes. Lets put it this way, I've either given away all my previous office clothes, or have stopped using them altogether. Y ? Well, I now have whole new set of clothes for office. N thanks to them, I get whole new attention when I go to office and out in general. Being noticed is nice, it definitely boosts the confidence level and not forgetting the ego. Well, the ego part is never a good thing, but that's the price u pay I guess. All this thanks to a fren of mine who've successfully changed the way I look at clothes and appreciate them. Slowly, but surely that has happened. I still rely on her to tell me what I should buy and what i should avoid at all cost. So far, it has yielded good results. But now, with my access to her, has been tremendously reduced, I'm almost on my own now. But once in awhile the sneaking out does happen. Hmmm, only if I met her much sooner, I could have had more time and more clothes ... lol Clothes definitely makes a person, at least the first impression. After the first impression, u r on ur own, it's all about substance after that. @ 10:05 PM	A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers. :: About :: Am on a journey through time, growing older with all the accumulated life lessons. With mind painted with wonderful sceneries from the journey of life. This is a place for me to sit back and unwind myself. Hoping this home in the virtual land will someday be a time capsule for me to run down memory lane. :: Archives ::