Monday, December 04, 2006
Bleahhh ...
I'm here, yet again. Attempting to continue with my off, on n off again affair the blog. This time it's pure laziness. Lots of things are running in my head but it's just the lazy part of me preventing to put my thoughts into writing. So many things have happened till now, can't even remember what they are.
Btw, a cousin of mine just got married couple of days back. With that, it's official that I'm on of the next few who's on the line to tie the knot. But being the typical me, afraid of commitment and afraid of doing a mistake, I told my parents that I'm not ready for any real commitment. At least not for next year or so. Marriage, commitments n etc are just overrated. When I sit back n analyze it. All this getting into a relationship is just like an insurance scheme. It goes something like we'll tie the knot, promise to be on each others side, just for the security to know that if either one of us to fall sick, there's always someone who u can count on, to take care of u. Hmmm... now, that doesn't sound so romantic or lovey dovey does it? Isn't that's the very basic reason for one to get committed aside from all the "Ohhh I love u" crap ?? Love is overrated.
It's also as an investment to ensure that there'll b always someone around u when u need them. Be it, for shopping, moral, emotional support or to just "legal" or "morally right" sex. U see, all this becomes impossible when u don't commit to someone. When u have no commitment, it's just me, myself n I.
Ok, even if u manage to commit urself to someone, how do u know that's the rite person? N how long can u really stand a person ?? Won't they b cutting into ur personal zone??? Ohhhh, wait a minute, isn't that's wat marriage is about? Sharing? Am I prepared for that? Letting a person to walk into my comfort zone, my thoughts, my desires and most importantly my weaknesses?
How long can u spend time with same person .
N after all that, comes the kids. Now that's a different topic altogether. Mope2... that's wat it's about me isn't it ? What was I trying say actually ? Now I'm all lost.
@ 7:47 PM
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