Monday, February 14, 2005

Weirdness ...

Expressing ur love, how do u do that? Effectively, without getting anything thrown at u ;) I feel, people express love in the most weirdest way, not all but some. I used to fall in that category, hopefully not anymore. I still remember, as a kid (even till recently), I used to think that fighting/arguing as the easiest way of me expressing my likings to the opposite sex. Maybe it’s not about expressing the feelings, maybe it’s just to show that, “Hey I’m interested in you, but I’m just too scared to tell you” or “Hey u, I like you, but I just don’t have the balls for it, can u at least show some sign that u r paying attention to me, so I can go on to the next stage?” or or, it could be “Hey I think u r hot n stuff but not sure if u’ll like me, so I don’t want to embarrass myself by telling u how I feel”. Call it “caveman’s love” for all u want, but that’s wat some people out there still doin. Don’t ask me how I even came up with such logic. Boy oh boy was I wrong on that.

Calvin

During this period, I was termed as insensitive, guy with too much pride and many other things which meant the same.

@ 2:33 AM