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Thursday, September 09, 2004

Stress …

Stress, stress, stress n more of it… That’s pretty much sums up my days for the past week. Seriously it has been pretty bad, it has been about work, work n work. The only consolation I get is, the machans n I have made it a point that we should all get together every week for solid 2 hour game of badminton. So far it has been good. Apart from that nothing much been happening in my super duper boring life. A lot of things r running in my mind at the moment, let me trash it out here.

Thinking about:

getting a bike, something like Kavi’s, ez rider. Have been doin my own surveys and reading reviews. Not too sure when exactly I’ll b getting it though.
getting a motorbike license for 500cc n above.
moving out of parent’s house n stay out on my own. Missin my old campus days.
going back to gym since I’ve found 2 other machans who wants to follow me.
getting laid. It’s been quite bad in that dept.
what to do, ohhh, what to do.

Worried about:

parents not allowing me to buy a bike. Should I still go ahead even if they say no n piss them off in the process?
parents saying no (not something new) for me to get a motorbike license.
not being able to move out from the house for the rest of my life. Dad have told me that he doesn’t expect anyone (me n my bro) to leave the house. However he didn’t precisely say till when… Ohhh wait a minute, maybe there is no deadline. Forever ???
doing Masters, not too interested in doing my masters now, but parents r kinda insisting that I should. Dammmnnn
goin to die single without being loved. Ohhhh, how pathetic…

Sad, sad…How sad can I get? Just when I think I cannot hit any ~~lover~~ lower, I just amaze myself n hit all time low. Been extremely long since I went to temple, maybe I should visit it some time soon, clear up my messed up head.

@ 10:45 PM