Friday, May 07, 2004
Over and out …
I believe I’m finally over my last relationship. I’m not just saying this, I truly believe it’s high time for me to realize that all is over n it’s time to look forward. This decision was long coming, it just took some hard knock to the brain for me to finally say it out. The trip to RA and numerous conversations with Mohano certainly helped. The healing portion took a while, 2 years to be more precise, but I’m glad that the cycle has been completed. I finally believe that I’m better of continuing with wat awaits for me in the future rather then sit and mope about how my past relationship have fucked me up n left me insecure and uncertain. Given a chance, would I go back to the past relationship? Errr, I’m sure that I won’t. Y? Well it’s simple logic, I realized that it’ll never be the same again. There’ll always be the feeling of insecurity and zone of doubt between us. N the magical moments will never be the same, so y should I settle for something which will not be so perfect after all. N hey, I waited for 2 years like a dog, hoping for the best to come by. Nothing came by, all that happened was just me sitting n wanking all by myself. My numerous attempt to improve the situation didn’t work, so
Watever it is, I have no regrets of my past relationship, it was something that’ll b with me till the end. It was not our fault that it didn’t work out. All I wish is, for her to have a happy life n a guy who can treat her like a princess, just how I would have treated her or maybe better then that, n maybe an invitation for her wedding? I'm sure that is not too much to ask.
There u go, I've dumped it out, finally.
All my little plans and schemes
Lost like some forgotten dream
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you
Just like little girls and boys
Playing with their little toys
Seems like all they really were doing
Was waiting for you
Don't need to be alone
No need to be alone
It's real love
It's real, yes it's real love
It's real
From this moment on I know
Exactly where my life will go
Seems that all I really was doing
Was waiting for love
Don't need to be afraid
No need to be afraid
It's real love
It's real, yes it's real love
It's real
Thought I'd been in love before,
But in my heart I wanted more
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you
Don't need to be alone
No need to be alone
It's real love
Yes it's real, yes it's real love
It's real, yes it's real love...
--- Beatles
@ 4:50 PM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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