Monday, April 26, 2004
What I need… badly
At this moment, I don’t need much actually. A really good hug, and a pat on my back would do. A pretty face to look at n a sweet voice telling me that everything is goin to b alrite, will b a bonus. N I expect this to come from a person who I’m deeply in love with, but at the moment I know for a fact this won’t b a reality for some time to come. Y? Bcoz, that’s the way things are at the moment.
I’m loosing track of time, place and what I do. Days, weeks n months r just flying past, with me having no control or watsover over them. N when I review back, I’ve not achieved much on a personal level. Yeah I’ve done fair amount of contribution to the company which employs me, but that’s about it. What about for myself? The closest thing I am at doing something for myself would be to do up my car. Have laid plan for what I should do for the car for the next 1 year. Boyy, I’m lost, so lost.
Ahhh, the beauty of my freaking life, insecurity n confusion sets in. Will b goin to Terengganu for the long break this weekend. Though I know nothing about this trip, I know there’ll b lots of alcohol involved. Do I really think that alcohol will make pathetic life any better then it currently is? Well, I need to check on that during the course of the weekend. Will update once I’m back from there. Looking forward for the long break.
@ 11:34 AM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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