Friday, February 27, 2004

Secretive …

I realised something, I just can’t stand people who are very secretive about everything. When they need something, they stop short of licking ur balls to get wat they want, but after that, everything else is always blur with them. They'll go the distance to be as hazy as possible on what they r up to. I'm not saying, hey u owe me something so I must know wat u r up to, but don't treat me like I'm just a stop over for u to gain something out of me. What to do with this type of people? I certainly not goin to do anything about them, coz they r lease of my concern at this moment. I got many other thing which I'm pretty confused.

2 days ago I attended a course titled “Executive Development Programme”. When I was first told by the HR people that it’s a compulsory program and I cannot miss it, I was cursing them. I hate this kinda bullshit programs where they’ll make u do all kind of nonsense stuff n talk rubbish all in the name of motivation. So I went for the course, with subconsciously deciding that I won’t like this course, thus I should b the rebel in the group n say smart ass stuff to the facilitators. So I sat in the class for an hour or so trying to find mistakes in whatever the 2 ladies had to say. But as time passed by, they got into my head. After a while I began to pay attention to wat they had to say and too certain extend agreed with whatever they had to say. N yesss, I did do all the stupid thing which suppose to make u a better communicator, a person who can work in a group n so many other stuff. That’s not the shocker yet, the shocker is, I enjoyed doing all the stupid stuff. Ohhhh god, I never thought I’ll say this, I think to certain extend I think it was quite beneficial for me. N this is what was diagnosed of me during one of the self assessment sessions.
  • Quiet
  • Shy
  • Fussy
  • Detailed
  • Serious
  • Hardworking
  • Sensitive to the extend I’ll take revenge over people
N u guys know wat is the name of the category for people who are in this group? It’s Melancholy. Got to say most of it turns out to be true after all. ;)

@ 10:35 PM