Sunday, February 29, 2004
Getting dragged …
My boring routine going to take a drastic turn from the way how things seem to develop around me. I have this feeling that I’m slowly being dragged into this whole drama of divorce, court case n lots of bullshit. This whole mess started when my cousin n his wife, who also happens to be my x gf sister decided to file for divorce. I was part of the whole mess which led them to the divorce, I was a passive player in this whole thing. So now, I’m caught in the middle of this whole mess. Indirectly I’m being put to choose someone’s site on this whole case. Though I’ve told both of them that I don’t want to get involved in their case in anyway, somehow or rather I’m still being pretty much in the loop. I’ve been hearing two different sets of story which I don’t give two hoots about.
My cousin is asking for a particular mail which she sent me, telling me how she lost her job due to my cousin. This mail can do quite a bit of damage if it goes out. The way she told me n the way she supposedly filed her divorce case seem to contradict. If I were to pass the mail to him, then she’ll in big mess for lying in the court n etc. But if I don’t, this dude will b in a big mess himself as she’s claiming damages from him for causing her to loose her job n etc. What I don’t understand is, how the fuck he knows that she sent me such mail, or how he even knew that we r still in talking terms. Ohhh I hate this whole drama. I feel as if I’m being used by each of them for their own advantage. N come to think of it, she’s been extra nice to me lately n whenever she mails me, it’s never more then 4 sentence, as if she doesn’t want to let any information out. So what should I do? This is just tip of the iceberg, there’s more to this whole drama which I don’t know how I’m goint to handle.
I think the biggest problem with me is, I tend to believe whatever I hear with such ease, that I normally get hurt pretty badly at the end of it, when I realize the whole thing was just a drama.
Ahhh, just when I thought my life has lost all it’s spices, I get something more then I can handle. Damnnn this… It feels like 2001 all over again, so much of tension with me not knowing wat to do or wat not to do. Please make this disappear.
@ 8:07 PM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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