Wednesday, October 15, 2003
First miss ...
Alrite, today I've officially missed my jogging session for the first time in 2 weeks. The reason? Not because I was lazy or simply wanted to skip the session, but it was because, I FORGOT to bring my clothes. :( Drove down to the park only to realise that I didn't have my shorts n T-shirt in the car. Was cursing myself for that. Anyway, I'm thinking of increasing my frequency of my jogging sessions, from 3 times a week to 5. ;)
On a different note, my manager is getting promoted to be a Dept Head. Wat does that mean to me? That means, I've got to work my ass of to get all my work done on my own without the guideline or supervision of my manager. All this while, I had my manager to guide me on almost all my projects. Whenever I get stuck in any situation, he'll be the first person who I'll turn for help. But now, with him going away to another dept means that I've got to handle my projects on my own, on my time own frame and make all the decisions on my own till someone else comes along and replaces him. Anyhow I think this is a good break for me, I won't be relying much on him anymore n this will teach me to take control of situation all by myself. Woohhoooo… I’m going to kick some bad ass. Watch out everyone...
My brain is pretty messed with things like love, marriage and divorce. It’s so bloody complicated. Though it sounds simple enough while u r in love land, life is totally different after marriage. Damnnn, life is so painful. How can a couple who were so madly in love for many years before they got married, end up in a divorce case? Worse still, it was a relationship I thought a match made in heaven. The more painful part is, I always thought this couple as a perfect couple in every sense that I wanted to have a relationship just like theirs. But now I realize, even the perfect couple can get into deep shit. I’ve been brought up in an environment where divorce is something alien and such thing doesn’t exist. I always thought it’s something fake, though in reality I knew how real it can get. Maybe I just didn’t want to accept the truth. Damn, thinking about this making me feel like crap. Hmmmmmm, I'm so sad, I’m going to bed :( . Don’t want to think much on this.
@ 9:26 PM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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