Thursday, September 18, 2003
Loosing it ...
Well, it's been 12 days since my parents went on holidays n I still haven't done anything crazy or stupid. That's quite an achievement, coz the old me would have done something unbelievably stupid. 12 days of no parents supervision n I'm still doin pretty ok. Does this mean I've become a more responsible person? Maaayyybbbee.... just maybe. Though a lot of things were planned before they left, nothing has materialized. Some due to my super bz frens who dun seem to b able to find any time to lepak together n the other part is totally on me. Me not having the balls ie the guts. Still have another 10 more days before they return from their holiday trip, lets wait n see if anything interesting happens.
'Sigh', I'm slowly loosing grip on wat I used to believe. Wat used to be wrong to me a year back seem to be perfectly fine now. N wat used to be totally unacceptable, seems not big of a deal now. Is this the evolution from the conservative moron that I used to be to a slightly improved moron? To me it doesn't really matter anymore. Everything is slowly drifting further n further away. Wat matters is, life is short n that I enjoy each n every minute of it. Errrr, I don't seem to make any sense here, shall stop here for the time being.
So much of worries bottled up. My mind is pretty messed up as well. Not a good combination when u r spending a lot of time on ur own.
@ 1:04 PM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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