Thursday, April 03, 2003

Wish me not ...

It totally slipped out of my mind till few days back (thanks to my mum) that my b'day is here. I just don't want anyone to wish or do anything for me on this day. I have my own reason for not wanting all this. I just don't feel like it. I went to the extend of switching off my hp n goin to bed early, so that no one could call me to wish me. I know I'm being pathetic about this whole thing, but I just can't help it. It's not about me getting older or me worried about having more responsibility, it's more then that. It's more to my incapability of me coming in terms with my current state of my life. Rather pathetic state of life.

Totally out of my mind n feeling like crap. Pls give me back my b'day 2 years back. Someone, pls make me cry, have not done that for a long long time n I suddenly have an urge to do it. This damn tears just don't want to come out.

@ 10:04 AM