Sunday, March 09, 2003

Aloof

As i sit here trying to put my thoughts into words, alot of things r running wild on my mind. It just sickens me to keep on wondering about the possibilties of things to come. With so many variables in my life, the outcome could b anything, chances of me knowing it is almost zero. Changes. Something i've hated all my life. Even tough "changes" r something that i'll never able to avoid, my hopes r as high as ever for things to remain as they were.

Lost in my own thoughts, lost in my past, undecided where i'm heading, i'm floating away in an open sea with a broken compass. Where am i heading ? I'm very certain i knew the answer to that question not long ago, but now, everything seems very vague.

Being a mere mortal in this earthly existence, would my wishes, hopes n desires will b fullfilled. Time is running short, what should i do ? Should i acknowledge it or should i just pretend like everybody else ? Either way i'll b screwd.

Rambling away.

@ 11:44 PM