Wednesday, February 26, 2003

Me, myself n i

Been feeling extra lonely n getting lost in my own thoughts more frequently. The reason ? Wish i knew. Spending too much time by myself, way too much time that i'm thinking alot of weird things. Would love to drench myself in alcohol now n let all my sorrows n the feeling of loneliness fly away. Need to knock some sense into my brains which refuses to think rationally, that holding to the past is not the smartest thing to do in the world.

Work today was not any better then yesterday. Getting super bored with the work n getting very demotivated with what i'm doing currently. Looking forward for my transfer.

For some reason, i've been compiling list of names (ladies) which attracts me. Till now, i think i have somewhere around 8 names. Will put it up here soon.

@ 10:33 PM