Monday, January 06, 2003

Was in Seremban for the weekend. Went there for my grannies prayers. Just like what i expected, I was stuck between 2 age group, but it was not all bad. I did have a good time with the kids, played around like i have no worries of anything, that sure was fun. Now having to get back to the real world doesn’t seem very appealing to me. Oh god, can i just go back to the years of my childhood.

Apparently u don’t always meet your other half on your first attempt, well at least this is true for most of the people i've met. Santhia told me that the person who she thought to be the Mr.Right is not so right after all. Well, i really don’t knohow to react to this, just few days ago the dude supposedly to be willing to go through anything for her n all of sudden machan seem to b avoiding her. Hmmm, probably the word commitment scared the hell out of the dude. Somehow i’m kinda coming to conclusion that the word commitment just scare the hell out of most guys well it certainly did for me at first. Had a long talk with her earlier about the whole situation, well i did the most of the talking n she did all the nodding. Hope wat i said did knock some sense into her.

I learned from my aunt that my princess’s mum is in the hospital n she’s very sick. I really wish that i can visit her n sit by her side at least for a moment. Just want to tell her that, i’m still holding on to my promise to her n nothing have changed at least from my end. It sure was very hurting that i had to hear this from a third person n not my princes herself.

@ 10:40 PM