Monday, January 27, 2003
A very interesting thought has hit me earlier in the day. Is there really a set of rules which defines the rights and the wrong in this earthly existence of human being ? Hmmm, this is something which bothering me n i'm very disturbed by it. Would the world b a better place to live in if there's a well defined rules which says that we should not b doing this n that coz it wrong ? Or is the good n bad in one's life is very subjective and it depends totally on how one perceives it ? Right at this moment, i'm highly confused. I guess i'm just feeling very insecure about the thought that, what i think is wrong seems to b ok with other people. Is this the reason y we have religion ? So that we can have rules or guidance which suppose to help us along our life to choose the good from the bad ? The more i think about it, the fuzzier it gets. The more i get exposed to the outer world and the daily occurrence around me, the more paranoid i get. The thought of the things that could happen to the people who i love n care the most just scares n worries me a lot. N also the thought of some one who i love beyond my life indulging in something which i might consider is not proper scares the hell out me. God, all i want at this moment is to b around the one i love so much (my princess), protect her from everything evil which might want to harm her n shelter her n b with her all the time. At times, i do really ask myself if there's really a god n if he's around then how come he's not answering my prayers ? Well i know that i'm overreacting about the whole concept of rights and wrongs in life but i just can't seem to stop my brains from imagining things.
Very hurt... n depressed ... confused
@ 10:43 PM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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