Thursday, January 30, 2003
Izzit true that everything in life happens for a purpose? Izzit ok to accept things just by saying i could not achieve this because god didn't intend me to? I’m abit confused with the fact that recently someone told me that events (the bad ones especially) which happened to me in the past, was for a reason, n it takes time to realize it. Hmmm, do I really have to wait n see if everything which happened in the past, happened for some good reason ? Well to b frank, I think it’s a personal failure for not being able to achieve something or fail in the process of it. What I can’t seem to comprehend is, how can a person accept that not being able to achieve something you feel so strongly for, is something which is not meant to be? Maybe the reason for me not being able to live in my dream life at this very moment is more to the fact there was pressure from family members n not the fact that I have failed.
Everything was going on fine, till some morons (including my family members) got to knew about the whole thing n thought it was wrong. Wrong !!! to accept some one u admire, care for and love more then anything else in the world as ur other half. Life, dream n hope … only if all of them can b one. Hope still lives on though, but then again, not all hope materializes.
Would life be better if there was no expectation in life ? Would it b better if there’s no desires in life ? Well without expectation and desire, life is not worth living as there’ll be nothing which will drive you forward, but at the same time, without 2 of this, there’s no reason for one to fail in anything.
@ 8:25 AM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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