Monday, December 30, 2002
Alrite everyone, it's that time of the year again. Time where everyone will start to write down do's n don's for next year, yeah that's rite, new year resolution. As for me, i never really kept any new year resolution as far as i can remember. The reason for not doin so ? Izzit bcoz that i'm scared that i might not keep up with my resolution ? Well frankly i myself dunno the reason, perhaps i'm just too lazy to even think about it. But then again, y should it always b the end of the year that we decide on wat we should n shouldn't b doin in the near future ? I think if one wants to change something in ones life, he/she dun need to wait till end of the year to just to do it, it can b anytime. What i want for next year ? Well i just want alot of things to go back to state it was, the happy state, where everything was so beautiful n i had no reason to b depressed about.
Well looking back at this year, i really don't know if i should sit down n cry about all the things that have gone bad or should i b really happy of the good things which have happened. I had my fair share of roller coaster ride for this year. I have shed alot tears this year, n i'm still not sure y it had to happen but given a chance, i want to go back n relive each n every moment of my past 2 years. Been thinking alot of the past since yest nite n it's really killing me. I did have few great things which happened this year, like, i've finally finished my degree, starting a company and offcourse this blog. The company was just as a motivation for me to carry on life in a positive direction n i really hope to work hard to get everything goin. N as for the blog, it has really given me a chance to review events in my life as well as to get a perspective on my rather pathethic life .
Tomorrow Jeyraj is coming down to KL, n all this machans r planning to go for new year party in pub somewhere in Hartamas and as for me, i'm not really sure of the whole idea. First of all, for some reason, i'll feel extremely out of place when i'm in a pub or a crowd of people who seem to enjoy themself in such place. N secondly, i dun drink or dance n most probably i won't know much people there apart from my guy frens. But there's a part of me just wants to venture out to this kinda events n really let loose n go crazy in this kind of enviroment. Still contemplating about the whole thing. Talking to Mohan about this was really interesting, how he thinks that i should take it as a mental challenge n challenge myself to really enjoy with people who i don't know n whole lot of other thing which really made alot of sense. Talking to Mohan about things have always made me more brave on how to approach life. That guy never fail to impress me with his thinking capability.
As for Santhia, she has not been calling for the past few days, the reason ? Well i don't know. called her this morning, had a short chat n everything seem to b normal. N oh yeah... today is Sugee's b'day... HAPPY B'DAY SUGEE... ;)
@ 8:00 PM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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