Thursday, June 06, 2002
Went to gym with Mohan today, did workout for my lower body n now i can't feel my leg. Never released that my lower body is so weak. Btw, i felt damn good abt myself as i guided mohan to his first day in gym. I guess all the readings abt working out really helped me to explain things to mohan today.
In the evening Mathan came to campus. He wanted to get some books for his fren it seems. After my classes i followed him for my tata's prayers in kajang. Initially i didn't have any plans to go, but since that dood was there i decided to go coz i wanted a break from torturing myself with the thot of my princess. During the journey to my paati's place I had a good talk with Mathan. Told him abt how depressed how i'm feeling n told him how much i loved my princess and the things that i went through for her. Mathan was abit suprissed to find out that i've went thru alot of shit. I was so tempted to tell him who my princess is, but then i decided to give myself some time b4 i tell him everything. Mathan also had his share of suffering, he was telling me how he wanted to b with a girl he loves so much, but due to alot of things he just can go on with things. Well i guess everyone goes thru shit at some part of their life. Mathan adviced me not to screw things up just bcoz my relationship is in a very bad state. All i want now is to b beside San, put my head on her shoulder n cry myself to sleep. Y da chellam ?? Y things have to go this way.
Tomorrow is my dad's b'day. I really dunno wat i'm gonna do, coz i'm really short on cash. Sorry appa, i'll make it up to u ok.
@ 1:11 AM
A new, brighter beginning, just like the sunflowers.
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