Wednesday, June 05, 2002

Today have been a slow day, had classes as usual n i'm very proud abt myself that i've not been skipping my lectures so far. Hmmm, not bad ah. Dunno how this sem gonna end up. Met Kala n Guna for lunch, although i tried my level best not to look sad infront of them, i failed miserably. Kala senced that something was wrong with me, well u guessed it well kala, something is damn wrong with me n i'm still trying to figure that out.

Saw few good chicks in campus today, the more i look at these girls the more sad i become. Coz it keeps on reminding me of my princess. Ohhh mannn i just miss her soo much. Y do have things have to turn out this way. The other day, during the tata's funeral i met San's sis. Had a good talk with her, had so much to talk n mannn she's really pretty n cute.Talking to her made me San more then ever. Was talking abt how i want to get out of this country n work somewhere else n to my suprise she actually told me that she'll try to look out a job for me in Singapore. Didn't expect that to come by after all the problems that i had with her bcoz of my relationship with san.

Today there was ICS freshies nite, i think 90% of the indian machans n sarekkus would have gone for it. Kala called me to join her, but i really didn't feel like goin coz i'm just soo bloody depressed abt my life n my relationship. Went through so much for her n the end she calls it off bcoz she doesn't want to dissapoint her sis. Mannn oh mannnn, relationship is damn wierd.

Screw relationships, i'm trying my level best to divert my thots of those things by getting myself fit. I went for a jog at nite, n i was abit supprised that i managed to do more then one lap around the campus, looks like my visits to the gym have made me abit fitter. Giving myself 4 months to loose my tummy n to have a decent looking body, minus the fats offcourse.




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